daLe

2006-05-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

something to tink abt..

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to hot coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves; that is the source of your problems and stress.

What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups and were eyeing each other's cup

Now if life is coffee, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, but the quality of Life doesn't change. Some times, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it."

So, don't let the cups drive you... enjoy the coffee instead.

2006-05-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

found this at the bulletin board at friendster.
donno whether its true..
hapie reading!

Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are
interested in action.You mean business. With
you, what you see is what you get.You have no
patience for flirting and can't be bothered with
someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,
and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person.
You often don't get hints & you ever pass any.
Brains turn you on. You must feel that your
partner is! intellectually stimulating, otherwise
you will find it difficult to sustain the
relationship. You require loving, cuddling,
wining, and dining to know that you're being
appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness
is important for you. You tend to be very
Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are
very good & can only lead to trouble. You are
very self satisfied & egoistic.
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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy
being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very
happy to receive gifts as an expression of the
affection of your lover. You want to be pampered
and know how to pamper your mate. You are
private in your expression of endearments, and
particular when it comes to love. You will hold
off until everything meets with your approval.
You can control your appetite & feelings. You
require new sensations and experiences. You are
willing to experiment.
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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it i s
important to you to have a relationship. You
require closeness and togetherness. You want
the object of your affection to be socially
acceptable and good-looking. You see your lover
as a friend and companion. You are very
sensual, Needing someone to appreciate and
almost worship you. When this cannot be
achieved, you have the ability to hold out on
affection until you receive this.. You are an
expert at controlling your desires and doing
without.
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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want
someone, you move full Steam ahead in your
suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You
are nurturing and caring. If someone has a
problem, this turns you on. You are highly
passionate, loyal, and intense in your
involvement's, sometimes possessive and
jealous. You are very sharp & talented often with
sense of humour. When people bother to look
deep inside they cannot resist what they see.
You are stimulated by the eccentric and
unusual, having a free and open attitude. You
get jealous of other people and lose your
temper .
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Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not
a good listener, you have trouble relating. A
person must be intellectually stimulating or you
are not interested sexually. You need a friend for
a lover and a companion You hate disharmony
and disruption, but you do enjoy a good
argument once in a while-it seems to stir things
up. You flirt a lot, for the challenge is more
important. But once you give your heart away,
you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall
asleep with a good book. sometimes, in fact, you
prefer a good book to a lover)
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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your
lover on a pedestal. You look for the very best
mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once
committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous
and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be
showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are a born
romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite
fantasy past time. You can be a very generous
lover.
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Does your name begin with: G

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within
yourself and your lover. You respond to a lover
who i s yourintellectual equal or superior, and
one who can enhance your status. You are
sensuous and know how to reach the peak of
stimulation, because you work at it
meticulously. You can be extremely active-never
tiring out. Your duties and responsibilities take
precedence over everything else. You may have
difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for
life ,fun & everything You seek for. You will be
very generous to your lover once you have
Attained a commitment. You are very
affectionate & very strong. Your gifts are actually
an investment in your partner. Before the
commitment, though, you tend to be very
careful with your every move and equally
cautious in your involvement's often as you
believe that you have to look out fo r yourself.
You are a sensual and patient lover. You will
hold off till everything meets your full approval.
You are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and
strong in your beliefs. Not influential, you always
stand your ground. People can always count on
you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a
dreamer with/ a passion for life.
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Does your name begin with: I (mran)
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated...
even worshiped. You enjoy luxury, sensuality,
and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking
spend hours just touching feeling & exploring.
You look for lovers who know what they are
doing. You are not interested in an amateur,
unless that amateur wants a tutor. You are
fussy and exacting about having your de sires
satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try
new modes of expression. You bore easily and
thus require adventure and change. Your
commitments don't last very long & you often
tend to stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong
points. You are more sensual than sexual, but
you are sometimes downright lustful.
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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical
energy. When used for a good cause there is
nothing to stop you, except maybe that they
aren't always used for the good. (you could
dance all night.) You respond to the thrill of the
chase and the challenge of the mating game.You
can carry on great romances in your head. At
heart you are a roamer and need to set out on
your own every so often. You will carry on long-
distance relation ships with ease. You are
idealistic and need to believe in love. You have a
need to be nurtured deep within.
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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You
are very sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you
do not let on to this. Only in intimate privacy will
this part of your nature reveal itself. When it
gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert.
You know all the little tricks of the trade, can
play any role or any game, and take your love
life very seriously. You don't fool around. You
have the patience to wait for the right person to
come along. You are very generous & giving,
often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet,
which is found to be attractive by many. You are
a good friend.
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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the
glamour of love. Having a partner is of
paramount importance to you. You are free in
your expression of love and are willing to take
chances, try new sexual experiences and
partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains
turn you on. You must feel that your partner is
intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find
it difficult to sustain the relationship. You
require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to
know that you're being appreciated. "You require
loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that
you're being appreciated ".
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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy;
but we know that Appearances can lie. When it
comes to sex, you are no novice but something
of a skilled technician. You can easily go to
extremes, though, running the gamut from
insatiability to boredom with the whole idea of
love. You can be highly critical of you mate,
seeking perfection in both of you. It is not easy
to find someone who can meet your standards.
You have difficulty expressing emotions and
drawing close to lovers. You are often selfish,
thinking you are always right no matter what.
You never give in. Winning is your prime desire-
at any cost. You often forget friends and family
and you live for the moment.
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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in
a relationship, you Throw your entire being into
it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred.
You are all-consuming and crave someone who
is equally passionate and intense. You believe in
total freedom. You are willing to try anything
and everything. Your supply of energy is
inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and
know how to pamper your mate. You also enjoy
mothering your mate. You often have the
greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head.
You are very imaginative.
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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet
secretive and shy about your desires. You can re-
channel much of your energy into making money
and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended
periods of celibacy. You are a passionate,
compassionate lover, requ iring the same
qualities From your mate. Love is serious
business; thus you demand intensity, diversity
and is willing to try anything or anyone.
Sometimes your passions turn to
possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You
wouldn't think of Doing anything that might
harm your image or Reputation. Appearances
count. Therefore, you require a good-looking
partner. You also require an intelligent partner.
Oddly enough, you may view your partner as
your enemy...a good fight stimulates those
vibes. You are relatively free of hang- ups.You
are willing to experiment and try new ways of
doing things.You are very social and sensual;
you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of
physical gratification.
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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation.
You have tremendous physical energy. It is not
easy for a partner to keep up with you. You are
an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to
people because of their ethnic groups. You need
romance, hearts and flowers, and conversation
to turn you on and keep you going.
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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented
individual. You need someone who can keep
pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-
the smarter the better. You are turned on more
quickly by a great mind than by a great body.
However, physical attractiveness is not very
important to you. You have to be proved to be
worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove
yourself the best. You want feedback on your
performance. You are open, stimulating &
romantic.
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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can
be romantically idealistic to a fault and is
capable of much sensuality. But you never loose
control of your emotions. Once you make the
commitment you stick like glue. You could get
jealous and possessive. You tend to be very
selfish often regarding yourself as the only
human being on the planet.. You like being the
centre of attention. You are very caring sensitive,
private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by
soft lights, romantic thoughts. When it gets
down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You
know all the little tricks of the trade, can play
any role, or any game, and take your love life
very seriously. You don't fool around. You have
the patience to wait for the rightperson to come
along. You are very generous & giving, often
selfless. You are kind nature & sweet which is
found to be attractive by many. You are a good
friend.
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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very
passive. You like someone who takes the lead.
You get turned on by music, soft lights &
romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall
in & out of love soon. When in love you are
romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You
enjoy havin g your senses & your feelings
stimulated, titillated & teased. You are a great
flirt. You can make your relationships fit your
dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your
mind to something you manage to stand by it
and see your dreams through. You aren't very
good at expressing your feelings. You like things
your own way. You do not like change, you like
to hold on to things. This may not always be
good because if given an opportunity things may
develop into great things. You work your way to
the top. Attention must be given to what others
say because even though you don't want to hear
it their advice may turn out to save your life. !
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Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in
love. When not in love you're in love with love
and always looking for someone to adore. You
see romance as challenge. You are a roamer &
needs adventure, excitement freedom. You enjoy
giving gifts & looking good. You are willing to put
others feelings above yours.
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Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom,
space & excitement. You wait till you know
someone well before committing yourself.
Knowing someone means psyching her/him out.
You feel a need to get into his/her head to see
what makes him tick. You are attracted to
eccentric types. You believe that age is no
barrier. You are good at responding to danger,
fear & suspense.
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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud, determined & refuses to
take no for an answer when it come to love. Your
ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic,
idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing
your partner for who she or he really is. You feel
deeply about love & tends to throw all of your
self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for
your lover. You like playing love games.
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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get
bored quickly. You can handle more than 1
relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut
off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You
are very talented.
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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't
have it your way, you will forget the whole thing.
You want to control your relationships which
doesn't work out too well. You respond to
physical stimulation. However if you can make
money you will give up the pleasures of the flesh
for the moment. You have a need to prove
yourself the best. You want feedback on your
performance. You are open, stimulating &
romantic.
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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love
means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate
& attracting people who have u nusual trouble.
You see yourself as a lover's saviour.

found this at the bulletin board at friendster.
donno whether its true..
hapie reading!

2006-05-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be.

still looking for dat being..

2006-05-11T09:46:00.000+08:00

ferst PErsonal entry for the yr!
hahaa...
soon NS will be a thing of the past for me.
JuLy is the big month. haaaha. cant wait.
now still figing out wad i wud do next. looking at the
situation now, pursuing a degree will be difficult due to finacial probs.
if nuthing happen, working is the next choice then.
well been planing alot. thinking alot. and hopefuli smthg gd happen.

2006-04-03T19:40:00.000+08:00

My type is the girl next door

Cute, fun, and sweet, your ideal girl is just a stone's throw away - she's the girl next door. She's Sandra Bullock, Billie Piper, and Meg Ryan all rolled up into one. Naturally pretty rather than glamorous, she's unpretentious and generous. She loves animals and children, and is great with both. You're attracted to her strong values and traditional ways. Although she demands great respect, she's not particularly high-maintenance. Her ideal date is more likely to be dinner and a film than heading out for a night on the town. She's careful yet spontaneous - a bit of the guy's girl, a bit of a cover girl (the nice kind), and just a hint of the hippie chick. But she's got an appeal that's all her own, which is why you can't stay away. Her winning smile, bright eyes, and loving nature make you want to hold on tight and never let go.

2006-03-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

Where did i go wrong
Cant look you in the eye
Feeling so ashamed
Feels like i could die

[chorus]
Hold me uo,dont let go
Ive had enough
Im tired of breathing
Tired of feeling
Tired of looking at the past for meaning
Tired of running
Tired of searching
Tired of trying
But im not tired of you

Losing everything
Its something i cant face
Hope is on the run
Its something i cant fake

[chorus]

I want to feel a change
I dont mind if it huirts
You take away the pain
Youre the onl thing thats pure

[chorus]

the exies-tired of you

2006-03-11T18:01:00.000+08:00

always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]
It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

[Chorus]

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

[Chorus]

Now I see, what love means

unbelieveable-craig david

2006-02-09T01:49:00.000+08:00

Artiest: Ten 2 Five	Song: You

Couplet: You did it again You did hurt my heart I dont know how many times Oh You I dont know what to say You make me so desperately in love And I know you let me down You said you never lie again You said this time will be so right But then i find you lying there by her side Chorus: You, you turn my whole life so blue You drowning me so deep I just cant reach myself again Oh You, succesfully torn my heart Now its only pieces Oh nothing left by pieces of you Couplet: Oh you, mistake me with this love Ill been trying to understand, you know Im trying and trying Oh you, I dont know what to say You make me so desperately in love And I know you let me down You said you never lie again You said this time will be so right But then i find you lying there by her side Chorus 2x

2006-02-05T14:35:00.000+08:00

31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile"

1. Tell her she is beautiful

2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just
for a second.

3. Hug her from behind

4. Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5. Wrestle with her :)

6. don't go hang out with you ex when shes not
with you, you might not relize how badly it hurts
her.

7. If youre talking to another girl, when you're done
talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her....let
her know she's yours and they aren't.

8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"

9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your
girlfriend.

10. Play with her hair.

11. Pick her up (she loves it)

12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she
doesn't like it

13. Make her laugh

14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16. If you care about her, then TELL HER

17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a
stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to
sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one
of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed) or
sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!! and
flowers
or something occasionally.

18. Treat her the same around your friends as you
do when you're alone.

19. Look her in the eyes and smile.

20. Hang out with her on weekends

21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)

22.Kiss her just for the heck of it

23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.

24. Remember her birthday and get her something,
even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from
YOU. it means all the world to HER.

25. when she gives you a present on your
birthday,
Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her
you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)

26. Always call her when you say you will, it may
not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes
her think you don't care so call even if you can
only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have
to have hour long conversations every night but its
nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick
hello.

27. Give her wat she wants

28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually
mean the most.

29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are
girls
cause she'll feel left out.

30.hang out with her whenever you are free and u
should be free to hang wit your girl friend all the
time

31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

FRom Xiu and saad blog!!
its true true!

2005-09-19T01:48:00.000+08:00

hmm...
Waiting here at the bus stOp made me think again wad my Fren, Zhenyu, ask me on our way back home, "what Am i Gonna dO ather NS?".. this Question kept repeating in my head quite a fews times but till now my choice is still uncertain. i guess studying is out for the moment as money is an issue. Working is my 1St priority. HaVing a bad SAR for Ns can cause me some trouble in lyfe too. Alot haf been Goin on but nothing is decided.
Theres a huge pressure made me wane to haf a Good paying Job for the future. Dono know what im gona do but it gotta be something big.. Big enough to support me, myself and i for now. Well i guess dat is what everyone want. Given the opportunity i had rite now, i should consider myself lucky.. shld think ahead and take advantage but STUPID me jus go simple. jus aim the minimum and average. Jus take the eAsiest way out. I should have strive more, work harder and do more work..DAmn i jus Wasted my chances but hopefully tere still time for me to buck up..realli hope so..

aLL this is From my HP...
type wad i tot abt me..damn sucks think abt wad u gona Do latER..
think is nothing but doing is something..
BEta ACt faster, DaLe...
aCtion speaks louder! it true it true..LEaRn from it!

2005-09-05T10:36:00.000+08:00

yaW peepS!
do you know whY Most people always associate sunDAy with funday?
well i also dono beta ask other people...hahaa
my sunDay seem okok la. not so exciting, not so fun.. jus so sweet and funny...hee
yesterday me sleep the whole morning. woke up by a sweet voice of my baby. talk talk talk with her till 4pm. then Eat my breakfast after dat bath to meet black and saad at 5pm. oFF to LEvis sHOp then chill at starBuck! waited for maad and Noor too...haf not seen them for so LooNG orady...waiting for nooor koh phangan stories. i heard tey had lotsa of fun..

well i guess i miss lots of people, it been a long time since i saw kam, chee, firb, yan, zib, white, li,nyssa, xiu, woani, pendek, joop and sufi.. the TP climbing peeps too, the alumins and the climbing community.. waah..ALot of things i miss sey !

at 7.15pm met two of brah, aLi and khairul for lunch. they jus finish shopping at LEvis again..haa
chill at S11 till 9pm..meet my baby for awhile. thanks for the chocolate!
then oFF for dinner with ALi, khairul, hafiz at Simpang! later join by khalid.
we Tok, plan, laugh, lie, joke and Criticised till 12.25am...we lauff till we cry yesterday...haahaaaa
reach home at 1am..wash up and rest for tmr morning shift! yeA..

Woke up today..call my syg but she neba ans.. i guess she busy or...mite b angry..hmm Sorrie..
not everyday is SUNDAY tho...

chiLL cHiLL

2005-09-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

eLooo…
I would like to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH to Everyone who wishes me “HAPPY BIRTHDAY” yesterday and today and the earlier days before the day comes. And a special thanks for my Baby for the short and quiet yet sweet dinner. It was great having your company for half my day…she give me the added sweetness to end my day. Thanks….muacks!
its a great feelinG when PEoPle remember any of your special day.. Makes u wonder how much impact u made it that someone life until the person remember it. It also shows how much care and concern a friend can give. Beside my family, Friends also plays an important part in my life. And without them all, I guess I would be the person I am now.
Lastly to conclude, CAN FrieNDS keep FRIEnDS pictures? hahaa should ask that bird,xiu, for the answer…
Take Care people

2005-08-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

Lifehouse-YOU and ME
what day is it - and in what month - this clock never seemed so alive - I can't keep up - and I can't back down - I've been losing so much time - cause it's you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to lose - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - all of the things that I want to say - just aren't coming out right - I'm tripping inwards - you got my head spinning - I don't know where to go from here - cause it's you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to prove - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - there's something about you now - I can't quite figure out - everything she does is beautiful - everything she does is right - you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to lose - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - you and me and all of the people - with nothing to do - nothing to prove - and it's you and me and all of the people - and I don't know why - I can't keep my eyes off of you - what day is it - and in what month - this clock never seemed so alive..

Goes Out to my babY..muaCks

2005-07-11T16:29:00.000+08:00

Yaw!

Instead of going to work today, im aT home instead. I got Medical certificate for 3 days bCos of AC tonsillitis and fever. At first I tot it mite be having dengue again. Instead Its Smthg got to do with the throat. Haf difficulties of eating certain food tho but I sure I will be ok after a few days. Sitting at home when your sick is good bcos u can rest and its boring at the same time too. You cant go out and haf fun tho…haiz but luckily I got my sayang to talk too…she been accompanying me always..day and night..Thanks dear!

For the Past week things haf been slow. Slow but sweet. Beside working, been goin out but was watching out for my dough too. U guys know wad is it like living at the period, two weeks, b4 your next pay day. You will try cut down on things that are not so important. Then you will thinks of ways to do stuff using the least money u can. It will come out great if u managed to find a suitable plan to do. Got to manage my finances better next month if not i will b in the same situation as this month.

Lastly most of the seniors haf gone to national service. Maad was the latest victim. Hopefully he is having fun there. To those who still waiting for the Wonderful moment, continue to wait, dun ask for it.. let nature take it course…

Chill chill

2005-07-06T18:53:00.000+08:00

Feeling shitty now..dono wat should I do. Wanting to know how is she.

Jus woke up from my sleep twice and I dream of the same things twice.

The scene was:

I was at orchard near the Hereen and California fitness junction and everyone is rushing to see an accident. A motorcycle had a collision with a car. A Black colored Yamaha Super four spec 3 and a red BMW. There are two bodies lying on the road. A guy and his pillion a Gal. she was away from the accident. Mayb she mite have fly off from the bike. As I walked closer to take a look at the gal, I woke up. And this happen twice in both dreams. Damn! I wished nothing were to happen. I wished I don have those dream.

Im feeling worried rite now…for someone I really care a lot for..damn!

2005-06-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

Things seem ok now for me.

Some things have not been Solve.

But I just have to wait for the outcome.

Played a soccer tournament and got third.

Spending a lot of my time with the Craxy Climbing PeePs, my brothers and syg!

One tiring week!

Just got back from an outing with my syg, my bro, khairul and a new fren, Ina. I had a good time with them. I got more darker I tink. We Should do this more Often.

To ina.. sometime when things aRe not meant to be, u just have to move on. There’s a lot more things in life u should look forward to. Lots more people to meet and friends to make. Hope u haf a great time jus now. All the best for your future! Peace...=)

Although I go out with my syg But I still do miss her so much. I do feel something missing now. Really do. I miss her so much! Damn..

2005-06-17T01:56:00.000+08:00

I won't talk. I won't breathe. I won't move till you finally see.
that you belong to me.
you might think, i don't look but deep inside the corner of my mind, i'm attached to you.
i'm weak, it's true. coz i'm afraid of the answer.
that you want me to.
coz my heart keeps falling faster.

i've waited all my life to cross this line.
to the only thing that is true.
so i will not hide.
it's time to try.
anything to be with you.
all my life i've waited.
this is true.

you don't know what you do. everytime you walk into the room.
i'm a fate to you. i'm weak, it's true.
i just scared to know the answer.
do you see me to? do you even know you met me?

i've waited all my life to cross this line.
to the only thing that is true.
so i will not hide.
it's time to try.
anything to be with you.
all my life i've waited.
this is true.

i know when i go. i'll be on my way to you.
way that is true.

i've waited all my life to cross this line.
to the only thing that is true.
so i will not hide.
it's time to try.
anything to be with you.
all my life i've waited.
this is true.

for my Love....

2005-05-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

My BaD period in LyFe...a Series of events are Happening aRound me..if this keep up i guess i will be helpless laTer..hopeFuLi somthG big doeS not happen..hopeFuLi it turn out weLL...wiSh me luCK!=D

chiLL chiLL

2005-05-30T10:59:00.000+08:00

SwimminG in TrouBLe waters..
a Lot of things aRe quite unpredictable lateLy in my LiFe. some things are beyond my reach. some thingS are not quite plan. some things are jus waiting to happen. some things are as gd as gone. im still wondering wheN WiLL it all enD....hmm i will just have to be thankful to wad i haf noW..friends,famiLy,My syG...those dat were there when i need them..reaLLi love them aLL!

...............haiZ

2005-05-14T14:36:00.000+08:00

^{TrusT..
dats wad i learn this WeeK and i learn it the hard way. in liFe u neva know who wud jus shoot u in the bacK. you neva NOe the ClosE people near you mite be the "BASTuRD'' that change ur liFe. i learn not all people can be trusTed. Doesnt mean u shaRed a JOke wiTh teM, eaT on the sAme taBle with tem or gEt aDvice From Them, theY mite not PLay ur bAck. theY aRE the One u shOuLD be waRY of. Bcos they noE ur PRo anD coN..they noE uR situatioN and character Traits.. its easier for thEm to plaY u ouT and PLAy u out CoLd..daMN!

i OsO LearN thoSe friendS DAt staY cLosE to you in whaTeVEr haPPEn aRE the onE u wILL cheRish in times to COme.. theY aRe the one dat will StaY looNG..the one daT wiLL be ur true friends..

i oSo wud like to SAy a sPeciAL thanKs to MY sYg..
sHE juSt so SwEEt..wiLLing to toleRate my stupiD requesT, ideAs and wisHes. she bEen tERE by my Side aLL this WhiLe and neva comPlaint, HepinG me ouT and making me feeL easy each time i FeelinG dowN. puTTing my SweeT smILe baCK on my face...=)
LovE ya, SiTi....

ChILL chiLL}

2005-04-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

LonELY no More- Rob ThoMas
^{Now it seems to me
that you know just what to say
but words are only words
can you show me something else
can you swear to me
that you'll always be this way
show me how you feel
more than ever baby

I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more
you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me you love me
know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore

now its hard for me
when my heart still on the mend
open up to me
like you do your girlfriends
and you sing to me
and its hardly
know what you do to me
its everything anything
just to get you back again
why can't we just try

I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
it's just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more
you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me that you love me
know for sure
I don't want to be lonly anymore

what if I was good to you
what if you were good to me
what if I could hold you until I feel you move inside of me
what if it was paradise
what if we were a symphony
what if I gave all my life to find some way to stand beside you

I don't want to be lonely no more
I don't want to have to pay for this
I don't want another lover at my door
it's just another heart ache on my list
I don't want to be angry no more
you know I could never stand for this
so when you tell me that you love me
know for sure
I don't want to be lonely anymore}

2005-04-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

upDates For Me!

pasT..
did my SGt courSe last wk for 6 days. and the course was soo damn sLack coS of the Frequents BReaks and chit chating with olD squadmaTes. it was great no having to go to work once a while. taKe the pressurE off u. i had a wondErful time theRe..Looking foRward for more CourSes in thE futurE.

Yest..
had a amaZing time yeST CycLing with SUFi, BLack, NooR and me.. we traVel around ChangI, Go NEAR teKong, plAy somE mind thinkinG gaMe, eaT nasi Lemak, waTer sOme Plants, savinG somE money, goin thru bushEs, cycLE beLow eXpreSSway, FaLL on somE batS, did SomE CraZe thinG on the ExpresswaY, riding up and down hiLLs, speed down the roads, get to simpanG, had a frEE drinks courtesy of maaD( thanks bro), watcH soCCEr, cHiLL aWhiLe and went homE.. froM 1700hrs till 0030hrs.. totaL disTance covered is From tampines to towN (mayBe).. One tiring, stupid, thinking, time consuming, fat burning and an Ass paining aCtiviTy!ALL in the name of fun! i had a Good time..but wonT trY the saME thing again tho..haha

Now..
todAy plan to Slack at homE..
wake up late..
haF a hair Cut..
meeTing my SYg later..
Goin to haf a ligHt joG..
feeLing insecure rite noe too..
dono WHy..

AnywaY congrats to those who noW a gradute From TemaSeK poLy.. for the guys, it time to GET BUFF uP for NS and for the GaLs haPie Looking foR jobs!
For thoSe who stiLL in SCh and PAss aLL ur papers, gd job! weLL done and thosE who havin Sub papers, do ur besH la or join THe resT dat haF graduted..haha

chiLL chiLL

2005-03-15T14:14:00.001+08:00

NewdayEveryday

Jus Woke up..Yeah!
YesterDay sLept totaL of 8hr 50mins! had not been SLeeping for loong hrs for loong time..Been buSy with StuFF for the pasT weeks moStLy work. And sPending time with one special someonE. its Jus WonderFuL! yEah yEAH! i Like DAt..i Like dat!
FeeLing Great Nw buT working later. niGht ShiFT! Working shifT is TAXing. aLtho its tWo dayS work and Two daYs oFF, i FeeL like i been Working for four days stRaight. i Need a MassaGe and i knoW Xiu can give a gooD one. So Xiu, i noe u noe ah..HAhAaa
Anyway it been a Loong time since i Step in school RockGym. shLd do it more often now. misS aLL the PeoPLe teRe. Miss Climbing. WiLL returN soon..hahaa
Oso Been tinKing for furthering my studies. been applying schs, goin for career fair, asking around abt people Experience. Still Been wondERing wad to do. Stil got one more yr to tink tho but one yr can poooF! to jus one DAy soon. Judgement DAy sooN.
AnywAy if anYone got joB lobangS or need any studies partners to anywhEre in the World, jus givE me a BuZZ ya!
LAstLY..
Treat eVeryday liKE a nEwdaY. yoU nevA knOw therE something Special aLong the Way Dat can chaNge ur lyFe.
U're happy not Bcos the thinGs u do, peoPLe u witH or the things u Like buT the Way u think. U’re thE persoN dat can maKe urSeLf hapiE!

aitE..
wane SLeep Back b4 goin to Work..niteS ppLe!

cHiLL cHiLL

2005-03-15T14:00:00.000+08:00

DanGerousLy in LOVe - Beyonce

I love you

(Verse 1)
Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
and connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrops
I am the seed
With you and God who's my sunlight
I'm blooming, grown so beautifully
Baby I'm so proud,
proud to be your girl (be your girl)
You make the confusion go all away
from this cold and misty world

(Chorus) x2

I am in love with you (in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing
called life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (in love)
I'll never leave,
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

(verse 2)
And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
'Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my man
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife and I see
My whole future in your eyes
In awe of my love for you
Sometimes makes me wanna cry
Realize all of my blessings
I'm grateful to have you by my side

(Chorus)
I, am in love with you (I am in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing
alled life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (without you)
I'll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me (I love you)

'Cause I am in love with you (so in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me (love without you)
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (oh)
I'll never leave, (oh oh oh)
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me (loving me)

Every time I see your face,
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world to love, to hold
To feel, to breathe to live you
Dangerously in love

I am in love with you (I am in love)
You set me free
I can't do this thing
alled life without you here with me
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (I love you I love you)
I'll never leave, (I love you I'll never leave)
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

'Cause I am in love with you (I'm in love with you)
You set me free (I'm in love you)
I can't do this thing (I cannot do)
Called life without you here with me (I cannot do this thing)
'Cause I'm dangerously in love with you (without you in love)
I'll never leave, (hold me, kiss me)
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me (love me)

Dangerously
Dangerous, dangerously in love
With you, Dangerous
Oh, I love you,
Dangerously in love

2005-02-27T14:36:00.000+08:00

LasT 3 weekS...

All things been done.
lots of event jus happen.
whole heart is silent.
those questions aRe all answered.
every single action are special.
days is shared.
words aRe been Exchanged.
some things aRe forgotten.
getting Poorer.
angEr been subsided.
given hugs n kiSSes.
new bEing in the Life.
no enugh sleep always.

but still got a smile on me...
...love in the air

2005-02-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

heei YA!

thiS weeK pass by so fasT. So Here the FAst Facts...

Did go to Sch on MonDAy to ClimB. ouR verY own TP Suffiyan joined us for a climb after a Loong while of disappearance. now reaLLi look like 'MAt MALAYsia'. did a fews gerL's rouTe with saad, xiu and nySSa. some simPLe routes for me! tueSday had a Street soccer maTch with my Team and i meT somE intresting new peopLe. i LikE them! worKing as usuaL on weD and thurS. On FriDAy, watCh eLectra which is quite a bored moVie but still i haf a great time. haf a eating fest at simpang bedok and Beach rD.Got thrEe visit on saturday A visiT to Climb aDv with chee, blaCK, nazib, boBin. A visit to CGH with my parents and a visiT to changi ChaLEt with my Bros. HAf goT bacK homE earLy cuz im Working sunDAy Morning..sorrie guys!
and
smthg seem to Be happening again. HopefuLi it turn out to be somthg GooD~
SmiLEss..=D

2005-02-01T01:36:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time…in the land of wood..

Princess NEEsha doing her dailY jog and suddenly she caMe acroSS a big bad woLf which is wearing a T-shirT that printed “ likes to goBBLe up beauTifuL chiCks.”

The wolf says “ i liKe u anD i wane to eat You up..yum Yum!” .

AfTer heaRing the WoLf, Princess NEEsha open up her fight stance and shouTed “princess neesha nt pengecut lar! ”.
Then She caLL upon to Big Bad woLf to approach her by saying “LAi Lai ....!”.

Upon hearing, the WoLF laughed out Loudly and ran witH its mouth wide oPen toward deaR Princess NEEsha. In that instance, Princess NEEsha pressed the Emergency button on her nEW sun-PoWEr electronic wrist WatCh From thailanD, as she is aware that she Cant take on the Big Bad wolf alone.

BeFore the big bad wolf could reach her, there Came her knight in shining armor, oozing from among the trees on his jeT-pack on his back, complete with turbo, a black cape and helmet.

“Me hEre to help u Princess NEEsha, your knight at your service” yelled the knight. He kicked the Big Bad wolf on the back with his trusty bLack coloured boot and the WolF thrown up but was stopped by the trees.

The wolf got up, ran towards the knight and grabbed him by the neck. The knight put up a struggle by kicking onto its stomach but seems that the kicks are not effective. Looking at her knight in trouble, princess NEEsha picked up a fallen tree branch and hit the head of the wolf for the back. The wolf did let go the knight and turn around. Then As Princess NEEsha always did it a feW times before, sHe gave her best most-powerful kick between the Wolf’s legs. Ouch!

The wolf groaned loudly in pain and dashed away painfully.

Once again the Princess was disappointed as she saved the day. While the other knights still waiting for the day where tey will win the Princess's heart. Someday! onLi one can...

Inspired by Miss NeeSha
oNE craXY gaL!hee
hahahaaHAaaa!

2005-02-01T01:20:00.000+08:00

BooYah!

My Ferst upDaTe for the year 2005...haa
Sorie for the lonG waiT if anyone was Waiting to noe wad i goin to blubbish about neXT.. been buSy wud be a aPpropriate exCuse but actuLLi i've BeeN LAZy to writE anythG on this BLOg..haha do Noe wHy..jus Plain LAzY..haa So i wiLL staRt writinG thiS shitt again!..juS kick out the laziness in me...haa Is teRe such a word?hmm
At fersT wanted to changE my bloG layouT but then the Setting neva camE out right so i juS go for smtHG simPLe. Somthg blaCk , daRk , creepY and mysterious..whooo
ok upDAtes of meSeLf..

WoRk..
Been workinG moST of the Time. praticaLLy afTer everY two altering days, i wuD see a Same batch of peopLe. the WiLd, CraZY, SLeePy, funnY peopLe of 'D' team. tHey gave out theiR fulleSt Help to pRatically everyone in neeD. verY EXtRaordinaRy! You wiLL neVa believe daT terEs alot of 'siaO' peopLe in our smaLL islanD. lotS of comPlaint queeN and KingS. VerY 'hELpfuL' citizens. EveryDay terE an Exciting problemS aWaits...haaha cAnt wait to StArt working aGain..Btw i juS came Back From a PlaCe Called 'Heaven On EARth'(thaiLAnD)

thaiLAnd..
Sawadee Kaa~
daT wad i wud say to anyoNe i See on the StreeTs..peOPle teRe are Soo friendLy and teRe somE cuteness in the way they speaK. theiR languaGe i LikE...
i wenT to BAnGKOK For 6 dayS witH 4 othEr BesH paLs of mine and BacK to s'PorE on 29 Jan. iT waS a Very intreSting trip as ALL of us neBa been to Bangkok beFore. We Shop aLL daY and Shop aLL nigHT. BarGain tiLL We get the best PricE. wAlK to plaCe mosT of the time. oUr 'tut tut' riDe was a cRaXy one..having to squeeze 5 of us in one smALL moving vehicle.. its moves fast past the Cars, cutting across into any spaces available..Fuuuoh~ buT we StiLL reaCh the destination in one piece..haa traffiC Was a kiLLEr, everyDay tere were jamS and butters..haha praticALLy i HAd a loT oF fuN tERe! hahaa..noT forgEtting the abundance 'suaY' gaLs Around..soo BeautiFul! From the people on da street walkin to the shop vendors, the restaurant owners, the hoTEL fronT desK staFFs to the daughter of the fruits seller...uhumm! an unForGettable sigHT..hahaa wiLL try to uploaD thE picturEs i took.. So if u aLL wanE go teRe teLL me, i Can sharE so tips ..haa BTW mY nExt destination maY stiLL be ThailanD! end of yeaR mayBE...

neXt LiFe..
beside Working, nothinG muCh happening in my Life. aLtho terE my FamiLy by my side and lotS of friends aRd me.. i still feel smthg i missing in my LyFe..

To Me, it damn haRd to finD someone. somEone speciaL. somEone daT caRe for me and to Care for. SomEone simpLe with leSs pRoblems in her Lyfe. sOmEone to shaRe tots wiTH. somEone to sCoLd ya if u did something wrong. Someone say to me not to looK baCK again. thinGs dat past let iT past and let it go...
weLL for this i guess i gonna do daT!..looKing for New thnGs to do and peOpLe to meet. Not looKing bacK agaiN! my nEW yeaR's resolution..YEAH!

haha..ok dat all for now
more next yr..hee
pees out
cHiLL cHiLL

2004-12-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

Simple plan - untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

A cheezy, simple, great song by simple plan.
should try listen!

2004-12-27T01:45:00.000+08:00

haRloo peopLe!
im back! Will updatE soon...

2004-10-22T14:08:00.000+08:00

weLL i gueSS i haD enough! no moRe no moRE..
haahaa
actulli i tot of typing somethg long winded but after i log on to this comp.. everythg i wanted to type suddenLy shooo away fr my minD...like sombody just erase my mind..haa
wait i remeber i type again la..=D

chiLL chiLL

2004-10-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

i feeel shit today...daMN!

2004-10-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

A daY of WaLking, eating and Playing around..

Yeterday me and faZli aKa craZY fLyER went to EXPO hall 4 to support eMo (whitE’s caT) for a cat show. It kinda a small scale caT show but the cats aRe soo beautiful! GoT one caT daT haf fur like a cheetah..very unique! buT Even tho there are tough contenders for the title, Emo stiLL emerged as the Champion. He fight his waY thru with its well toned Body, thick fluffy fur and meowing to woo the audience heart..haa
Congratulation to eMO and the white’s family! it like a family affair for them yesterday..haa

And Then wE go to Bedok to buy soMe sweaters and haD ice kacang at the famous StaLL followed by mee soTo for onli $1.50. Where else can u get mee soto dat cheap except if u buy at the primary school stall. Foods aT bedok aRe at very reasonable prices aNd nice too. I think the rent there might be damn cheap.

And Then maaD aKa da caCAt join uS…haha his legs stiLL cramp from Fri soccer game..haa -ADVICE: JuS cut it oFF la!haaa - We got to play billiards near Bedok McDonalds. Brought a deck of card. Played till 4pm and maaD came of an idea of playing Counterstike. 2 vS 2. Well it turn out, maad and FazLi kick our Ass maN! the newbie, not so skill, amateur players like whitE aKa aZmi aSS and me surly will lose to them. To uS, every win is like a championship Win!haa but with training I guess we can kick their behind hard till thereS no more behind…haaa

And then at 6.30pm, oFF we go to tampineS to meet black. Wanted to Leave white on da the Bus but fail…haa we had dinner at habibiE interchange tampines courtesy of our very owN black aka azmi aSS…haaa we eat eat eat until finish and came along da chinlay siew Xin chee aka uDin! Tok for while. Wanted to leave white again but fail again..nvm theres always next time tho..

And then we went Home. Duno wad the rest do. I oso dono wat I do. I tink I sleep. I like forget everythg sey..hmmm

Anyway today I so lazy and feeL like toking crap…haahaa been taLking load of rubbish to Xiu and Nurrayan from jus noW…stiLL noW and stiLL do..
Waiting for someone to mSg me too…she tooo BusY busy busy..

Chill chiLL

2004-10-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

Hie everyone!
A shout oUt to saaD! Hapie badY! Stay wacky always..haa
Soon it gonna be 1am and way past my sleeping time nOw. NowdaYs I trY to sleep early. BcoS I haf to get up early for work. KinDa hard for me as im not a MORniNG person. BuT stiLL I Sleep late..haa
AnD mayB BCos of fatigue, For this week, I been feeling kinda warm, got aBit of coughing and sneezing, some Lazy feeling anD always wane sleep feeling. JuS wane tis week to eNd fast….

BeeN doing da same thing at work. Hoping to do smthg different in da weeks to come or it goNNa be kinDa boring doing da same thing each wk.

aNd the fasting month is around da corner. Looking forward and Cant wait for it.

Things I jus found out tis weeK..

- White Got a Blog.
- Checking is a keY point to prevent mistake.
- When You can reverse ur Car at the woodlanD link to johor, other drivers might try -to follow but they end up jus looking at you. (Understand? hahaa )
- Fie cant wait to Go nS.
- Fazli(cheY-T)’s business is doing well and I getting my stuff fr him next tueS.
- How a vehicle inspection is done.
- Black drives FassT and WeLL too except thaT he always LosT. No sense of direction.
- How to Save money more wisely.
- The new green day album kinda boring.( nimrod stiLL rocks!)
- My mom saY , I gonna paint my house green and blue. (hopefully using light colours)
- I hate Busy people. (Bcos they aRe not there when u need teM)
- My freN found $10.00 in da buS.
- My another fren picked up $50.00 while walking home in the Lonkang. ( and he shared with me..Yeah!)
- SchoolinG much more fun than workinG Bcos I can skip tem if I wane to.
- TodAy I wearing a white shirt.
- Someone exams finish on Nov 2. =D
- A lot of People rushing for work in da morning. Mostly those office people.
- We need to line up for streets and today paper.
- People recycle da today and street by put them back in da respective bins. ( good pratice)
-5 more minutes to 1am.
- Time to sleep.
- I really miss some people.
- Time to shut up and sleep..haa

Nite people!
Chill chiLL

2004-09-20T21:38:00.000+08:00

Someone Say I weird.. am I ? aM i WeRid…hmm

“SoMeday wHen the paGes of the bOOk of my Lyfe r over, I know YouR one of thE Most coLourful chaPTers I ever haD. If it’LL be openeD AgaiN I will start will the moMent I KneW you..”

2004-09-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

ELo peePs!
LoooNG time neBa write…So heRe My wEek updaTe
my PoP paRaDe was i oK..i didnt make any misTake..and da SpectaTors saY iT LooK greaT! So daTs GoooD!

AnD aftEr some last min planning..

i wenT to KuaLa lumPur On tueS till friday with my Ns frens... had alot of fun tHere..gO shopPinG, go EatinG, go lanCing lanCing..haha sEEn lotS of caRs, BapoKs, araBs(doNo whY therEs Lots oF theM in KL) and hot gaLs in tiny tuBes..haha eveRyday We club tiLL the Wee hourS..had not enough sleep tho but its aLL worth iT..yEah!

And thEN

whEn i get baCk..i go to haf a reunion diNNer witH da reST of my Ns freNS..we bookEd a cLuB for ourSelveS..wit FooD and DrinkS frEE FloW..boooYA! LotS of liquor and bEErs..but i didnt drinK tho.. and bY looking at drunkards frens making a fool of themselves makes me laugh all nite looooooNg..haha
as usual go home late and sleep late again..aiZ juSt can get enough sLeep..

Lastly

YEstERday i go to SentoSa.. da besT beacH u can find in singaPore! got a climbing Competition by da beaCh

So dat round oFF my Week...toDay i hope i Can StaY home sleeP.. Hmm..dats wad i Need most noW anD a masseuse tooo.
AnYonE does a gd massage for free?

ChiLL cHiLL

2004-09-13T01:32:00.000+08:00

WeLL something haPPen to me..soo wOndERfuL yeT unpredictaBLe tho
shLd maKe a FuSS or juS stay loW..
sHLd saY aWw or hAiZz..
shLd I sTay oR Go..

WeLL I haPie noW..soo juS leave it first
HAhaahAHAhahahaaha…PoWeR!

2004-09-04T09:55:00.000+08:00

if i aint got u

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things define what’s within
And I been there before but that’s life’s a bore, so full of the superficial

Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah

Some people search for a fountain
The promise is forever young
(You know) Some people need 3 dozen roses
And that’s the only way to prove you love them
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be?
With no one to share with no one who truly cares for me

Chorus:
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, you, you
Some people want it all, but I don’t want nothing at all
If it aint you baby, if I aint got you baby
Some people want diamond rings, some just want everything
But everything means nothing if I aint got you, yeah

If aint got you with me baby, ohh, ooo
Say nothing in this whole wide world don’t mean a thing
If I aint got you with me baby.

2004-09-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

BoooYA!
SoooN my BaSiC training courSe will be finish..

DoNe
Shooting
T-Baton
Unarmed coMBA">mbat
IppT
NDP
Drill Test

UnDone
Exams
PoP parade

Everyone here in my Barrack is in high sprits nowadays. Waiting for 6 of September. Soon we can regain our freedom back. No more camp rules. No more sleep early. No more meetings. No more field instructors. No more push up. No more mess food. More time to spent at home. Gessh.. I miss home! Miss the food, my Bed">bed, my pillow, da comp and many more..canT wait!
buT
I also miss all da people here in camp. Nice knowing aLL of them tho, everyone of them from the bad to nice, evil to good, lazy to hardworking…Pleasure working with all of yoU. We been sLeepin, playing, running, bathing, fighting together for the past six months which made us know each other better and made squad 8 one of the BesT.
Best of luck peopLe!

Lastly wanted to say Happy birthday to all the august babies! Azimah, Irwan, Hafidz, Faizal, Azmi(black), naziB! And to aLL the people For aLL wishes..thanks! A great wAY to end da month with my bdaY..YeAH!

2004-08-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

BerHenti BerhaRap

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang dulu mampu terangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

ooo..oooo

Chorus:
aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku

aku pulang...
tanpa dendam
kusalutkan.. kemenanganmu

bridge:
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Back to chorus**

2004-08-20T23:22:00.000+08:00

VindiCAte -

1. To clear of accusation, blame, suspicion, or doubt with supporting arguments or proof: “Our society permits people to sue for libel so that they may vindicate their reputations” (Irving R. Kaufman).

2. To provide justification or support for: vindicate one's claim.

3.To justify or prove the worth of, especially in light of later developments.

4. To defend, maintain, or insist on the recognition of (one's rights, for example).

5. To exact revenge for; avenge.

2004-08-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hooba hooba!

Last saTurDAy, i taG alonG wit bLAck, MAd anD dEE(a NEw PerSOn i meT) to See hooBastanK!
For Free someMore..haa thankS BLacK foR da tickET anD BTw abT thE chineSe chic, froM behinG gOt chanCE but Front..waHlau! hoPeLEss..haha

My daY startEd earLy, tooK my diPlomA eaRLy in da morninG. yaHOOo!
aT LAst gOT smtHG afTer 4 yrS of harDworkinG and waitinG. kinDa prouD of myseLf for noT wastiNg my YRs in TemasEK poLy. Can SAy it kinDa easY gettinG a Diploma..(action Sey budak nie..HAHAA)
aPE taK!..guEss mosT of my timE in PoLY i spenT moRe in da ROckGYm than in cLAss. mE aLWayS skiP lecTurE, sKiP extrA lessOn, SkiP borinG cLAss, treaT thE teRm teST likE any ordinaRY cLass teSt BuT StuDy 110% harDEr durInG thE stuDY wk..laST minute studYinG aLWays! StuDY sMarT not haRD tactiC..ahaahha
Met Lots oF greAT frenS, fuN companY and somE loVEd onEs in poLy. thiS is da tiMe whEn i caN say i LovE schooLing! wisH i can do i aLL over aGAin minuS da studyinG tho..haa wiLL treasuRE my aLL my memorieS thEre..the gooD, baD, hapie, sad.. poweR!

aFTer my ceremonY wenT hoME aNd meT my NS maTEs to CHiLL foR a whiLe. thEn meT maD and dEE in fronT of TowN's SWenseN. DeE!..tot likE i seeN her b4. Tapi di mane yer..hmm weLL i dun hEr buT sHe seeM familiaR. maYB saW her somewHere B4. or maYb shE farAh freN anD i seen hEr piCs b4 buT she onE kweL chick..haa donT judGe a booK by its coVEr. sHe maY looK liKE tis sWEet, liTTle, quieT gaL buT wHen sHe havinG fuN..wahLAu! sOOoo giLA nye budaK!haa fuN fuN!
mEt BLacK at habouR fronT thEN oFF to sEntoSA we go!
da gig sTArted sLoW witH thiS locAL band.thE croWd kinDa borinGG! but it kiCks up a FeW stePs higHEr whEn hooBStanK perforM..had a grEAt timE thErE. everyoNe sinGing aLonG anD becomE havoC. boDy surF semuA jln..haa
i piTy thoSe cisCo officERs. muSt ensuRe daT da peoPLe do noT juMp over da barrier buT teY havin a haRd time doinG dat..haha
duriNg da lasT soNG mosT of uS jumP da barrieR and jOin da croWd up fronT.. too maNy of uS daT teY canT stop anYmoRE..haha HAvin greaT anD wonderfuL tiME thERe... poWER!

lookinG forwaRd for moRe gigS arD..so if need compaNy can aSk me aloooNg..haha
thaNks bLacK agaiN anD niCE meetinG u dEE!

cHiLL chiLL

2004-08-07T12:31:00.000+08:00

DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL - Vindicated

Hope dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption

Winding in and winding out

The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in

So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing

I am captivated

[Chorus:]

I am Vindicated

I am selfish

I am wrong

I am right

I swear I'm right

I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed

But I am cleaning up so well

I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear

Like the diamond in your ring

Cut to mirror your intentions

Oversized and overwhelmed

The shine of which has caught my eye

And rendered me

So isoloated, so motivated

I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turnUp the corners of your lips

Part them and feel my finger tips

Trace the moment, fall forever

Defense is paper thin

Just one touch and I'd be in

Too deep now to ever swim against the current

So let me slip away [3x]

So let me slip against the current

So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hopeIt dangles on a string

Like slow spinning redemption...

2004-08-06T23:00:00.000+08:00

thE GaL i faLL for..

it seem Like i canT forGet her..everytimE,everYday, eVery second she seeM beeN the onLi one i tinkinG abt..
pasT gaLs in my liFe can be easiLy forgottEn and y its soo haRD to forget tis onE..
An extremely lovable and adorable person. GooD fashion Sense persOn. dreSSed weLL anD aLWays stand out in a croWD. She an old fashion gaL dat wants thE guy to makE the FersT move. A chattY Person daT value friendship more than anything else(even her bFs). hEr FrenS seeMs to bE froM aLL arounD da globe. People feel very easy in her company.
she LoveS surprises and get bored easiLy. alwaYs looking for new things in lyFe.
She portrayed herself to other as tis bubbly, attitude and strong character gaL but moRe dat meets the eye. AlwayS confuseD as eveR.
Under normal circumstances she cool, when given a reason to, she is like a volcano waiting to erupt. aLways leaDinG peopLe oN accidEntLy and givinG faLse hope..
VEry cleVEr, smarT gaL and knoW wad sHe wanTs in Lyfe. but sadLy she can neVa be herseLf . aS she SAy she canT haF waD she waNts. HEr lyFe is beinG controL by soMeonE eLse.
hmm..i dun quite understaNd dat..n she ainT goNNa teLL me everything as she don wanT me to be in her TangLEd weB. weLL tis maKe me curiouS and wantS to knoW more onLi. hmm..i jus likE her for wAD she is.. lovE da waY she movE, shE laugH, she crY, she SmiLe..da sWeet smiLe~ hmm..dats da gaL i Fall FOr.. *head hurts*

is she aLL worth it..
aLL falSe hope..
is teRe othEr gaLs out theRe..
i juSt donO waD to do NExT...

chiLL chill..

2004-08-06T20:30:00.000+08:00

R u in LOVe.....?

When you are together with that special someone, you pretend to ignore that person. But when that special someone is not around, you might look around to find them. At that moment, you are in love.

Although there is someone else who always makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone. Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to have called you long back, to let you know of their safe arrival, your phone is quiet. You are desperately waiting for the call! At that moment, you are in love. If you are much more excited for one short e-mail from that special someone than other many long e-mails, you are in love.

When you find yourself as one who cannot erase all the messages in your answering machine because of one message from thatspecial someone, you are in love.

When you get a couple of free movie tickets, you would not hesitate to think of that special someone. Then, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself, "that special someone is just a friend", but you realize that you can not avoid that person's special attraction. At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone appears in your mind, then u are in love with that person.

2004-07-26T01:50:00.000+08:00

"You'll know that you miss someone very much when every time you think of that person, your heart breaks into pieces and just a quick "Hello” from that person can bring the broken pieces back"

gueSS tHis is trUe..
it do haPPen to me..
LikE mosT of the time..
..........hMm

ChiLL chiLL

2004-07-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

The SPACES between our FINGERS were created so that another person's fingers could FILL THEM IN..

cHiLL chiLL

2004-07-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

Meanings:
1. Cigarette : A pinch of tobacco rolled in paper with fire at one end & a fool at the other.
2. Love affairs : Something like cricket where one-day internationals are more popular than a five day test.
3. Marriage : It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her master
4. Divorce : Future tense of marriage
5. Lecture : An art of transferring information from the notes of the lecturer to the notes of the students without passing through "the minds of either".
6. Conference : The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.
7. Compromise : The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.
8. Tears : The hydraulic force by which masculine> will-power is defeated by> feminine water-power ..
9. Dictionary : A place where divorce comes before> marriage.
10. Conference Room : A place where everybody talks, nobody listens & everybody disagrees later on.
11. Ecstasy : A feeling when you feel you are goingto feel a feeling you have never felt before.
12. Classic : A book which people praise, but do not read.
13. Smile : A curve that can set a lot of things straight.
14. Office : A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.
15. Yawn : The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.
16. Etc. : A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.
17. Committee: Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.
18. Experience : The name men give to their mistakes.
19. Atom Bomb: An invention to end all inventions.
20. Philosopher : A fool who torments himself during life, to be spoken of when dead.
21. Diplomat : A person who tells you to go to hell in such a way that you actually look forward to the trip.
22. Opportunist : A person who starts taking bath if he accidentally falls into a river.
23. Optimist : A person who while falling from Eiffel Tower says in midway "See I am not injured yet."
24. Pessimist :- A person who says that O is the last letter in ZERO, Instead of the first letter in word OPPORTUNITY.
25. Miser : A person who lives poor so that he can die rich.
26. Father : A banker provided by nature.
27. Criminal : A guy no different from the rest... except that he got caught.
28. Boss : Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.
29. Politician : One who shakes your hand before elections and your Confidence after.
30. Doctor : A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you with his bills.
31. Computer Engineer : One who gets paid for reading such mails......

2004-07-18T03:16:00.000+08:00

wad a DAy!

JuSt goT bacK froM NE ShoW at stadiuM..was foR da pRi 5 kidS
FiniSh My SegmeNt at 7.45pm but GOt to waiT foR da ShoW to FinisH anD a DAmN buS foR 5hRs..knN!
da paRade waS ok. i didNt maKe any mistakEs todaY buT feLt nervous rigHt froM da begininG. da StadiuM is paCked, noiSy and EVeryoNE is LooKinG aT U. LuckiLy everythg weNt smootH for da PoliCe GoHgueSS ouR trainiG paYs oFF..HELL yEAH!

noW i sOoo tirED..timE to sLEeP!
wiLL updaTe abT me lyFe soooN LA..
MorninG ppLe!

ChiLL chiLL

2004-07-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

10 minS to nip/tuCk..
15 minS to The toiLeT..
2hrs to sLeep..
8 hRs to booK in..
17 hRs to NE shoW..
14 dayS to PrevieW
23 daYs to nExT pay..
25 days to GraduatiNg CereMony..
3 weeKs to nDp..
8 weeKs to PoP..
5 montHs to baNgkoK..
2 yrS to Ord..

The ClocK haS begaN..

Left 5 minS more to the toiLEt..

2004-07-11T10:45:00.000+08:00

"Broken" by Seether FeaT aMy Lee

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when youre gone away

youre gone away; you dont feel me here anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
Theres so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I dont feel right when you're gone away

Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

my FaVe sonG now..

chILL chILL

2004-06-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

NAhh..
NoWdaYs everyDay iS a rouTinE workout fOr me..i tinK sooN i GonnA be boreD oF aLL tis sHit..
LOoKin ForwArd for my WeekenDs OnLi..:)

ChiLL chiLL

2004-05-22T01:42:00.000+08:00

My HALf LYFe....

it BEeN a long time dat i uPdaTE..
weLL nothiNg muCH happeN in mY LyFe. hmm..got waD i wantEd buT sTiLL miSS DaT gaL so MucH.
It bEEn 1 monTH in PoLice aCadem and iM muCh moRe familiaR wiT aLL the ruleS, procedUre anD PeOplE noW. mY lyFe beeN a RoutinE everyDAy. its Planned fEr u anD u got nO freeDom to Go againSt it. FOod sTiLL The SAme. the TeA got no TASte. my rooMateS STiLL as NOisY aNd fuNNy. Got to noE lotS of MaLAy sonGs cuZ dat wad teY alWAYs sinG in teRe. LEarn nEW stUFFs. UpGRade my sKiLL in checkerS. Gd aT polish bootS. LeaRn to SleeP in juS 1min lying DOwn on Da fLoor. goT to knoW lAWs. my futuRe seeM so Near...yet SO blANk!
goT to plaN my lyFe soOn..hmm

ThiS weeKenDs seeM buSy BusY foR me. VErY SooN eveRy weekEnd wILL be LikE tiS unTIL nDP 2004.
ThE burnIng has juST starTEd...

ChiLL chiLL

2004-04-25T15:43:00.000+08:00

no more holidaYs fer me..
no more climbing fer me..
no more internet fer me..
no more wkends fer me..
no more smiles fer me..
guess training starts now..will be goin for Btc tomoRo

hapie holidaYs peePS!!haa

cHiLL chiLL

2004-04-21T03:20:00.000+08:00

Fun aT CLimbaSia

CLimBAsia Seem to Be da OnLi pLACe i beeN cLimbing laSt feW weeKs..
Go therE agaiN yesTERday wIth jOOp(camERaMan) anD AzmI bLacK(useLeSS onE)..haa
FersT haLf Was kinDa SLow..dId aLot of ClimBs buT FiniSh a Few RouteS..it Da kinD oF RoutE daT ainT moTivaTinG eNough..

but iT a whoLe nEw story secOnd haLF!!
GueSS aFt da BreaD meaL with LEMon TEa aNd a Zest of SHarMa foRmulae!
woW..it a whoLe NEw WOndErfUL feeLing..tHEn a ProjecT was BorN! HeLL yeaH..got a pRojeCt now aT cLimbAsia..SometHinG to Look FOrwARd too!
YEaH yEaH..POWEr!!
ThaNks JooP! thankS BLacK!

WeLL it nitE noW..or i shld SAy MorninG..3.35aM
sTiLL canT sLeep..tinkiNG Of Da SwEEt sMiLe aGaiN..daMN

ChiLL cHILL

2004-04-19T12:47:00.000+08:00

Gd LucK to aLL da peEps TAkinG theiR EXams
STudY SMArt PeoPLE!!

2004-04-19T01:47:00.000+08:00

UpdatEs

WaaH!..LotS of things happeninG but itS a QuiEt weeK feR me..hmm
alot Qns zooM in mY heaD and no AnsWEr caMe out..

wEdnesDay
Go to JoHor TiLL 4pm..
did SomE shoppinG..brought a feW t-ShirTs..and wenT homE!
i feEL reaLLi tireD..waLk aLot i GueSs
watCh THE O.C Fr episoDe 20 to 23 anD sLeep tILL tomoRo..

ThurSdaY
Go To joHor aGain Fr 12pm till 5pm..
brought Two niCE Cakes for da SurpriSe partY and haD luNCh wiT Xiu and BLack at PiZZa huT..
by 6.30pm WhytE waS in Da fountaiN pooL and EggS WerE fLyinG aLL ovEr...Haa!anD Hapie birthDAy to SuFI too!! btW i Lost my phoNE on da waY back Fr JohoR..CaLLed my PhonE and da TaXi DrivEr ansWEred..waiTed foR da UncLe to caLL bacK but NEva..hmm
Ended my Day by ChiLLinG at CoFFee bEan..
suRe FeeL diFF whEn im WithouT a hP...thE Hp searcH continue~

FriDay
Woke up at 10am..Log intO mSn and Joop toLd me daT mY hP witH lyNn
So afTer FriDay prayeRs,asK BlaCk anD maD to taG alonG, meT lyNn, collecTed my hP, haD lunCh and accompanY her BAck to WOrk..ThanKs aLot UncLe! ThanKs aLot Xiu! ThanKs aLot siS!
WaLked aWhiLe aT CitYLinK WiTh da Two peepS..anD zooM baCK to TAmp..toT wanteD to go bacK to TemaSEk poLY wiT WhyTe,chetY and da REst but NEva..
Met up wIth haFiZ,aLi and khaiRul inSteaD
Go eaT at maRinA SoutH, hitS somE pinS at da BowLing aLLey and DroVe baCk home..
Looking BAck, i Did lots oF thinGs..fuooh!

SaturDAy
CLimbAsia Here we COme...!Hapie birthDAy to WHyTe!!
reaCh aT 1pm and me Climb TiLL 6pm
did a fEw climbs onli..sEEm likE da Mood is noT thEre oR i juS miSsing Someone smiLe..
mEt Da hi5, eaT and WenT homE afTer dAt
kePt thinKing aBt dat smiLe i miss alot..

SunDay
0800 - wokE up..go Class tiLL 10 and sLeep BAck tiLL 1pm.
0845 - in CLaSs..and sTiLL tinkiN abt hEr
1000 - Back HomE and SLeep agaiN
1300 - Woke Up and MsninG
1500 - Go ouT
2100 - Back Home

wELL daT sum uP da WhoLe wks activitieS
Boring rite..haa
LasTLy..
waNNa noe hoW u feel,so i can maKe up mY mind..hmm
sEe yA nExt wk!

ChiLL chiLL

2004-04-14T01:26:00.000+08:00

haiZ
hmm..did smthG today
donO if it da Rite thg to dO..
..wonDer waD wiLL happen
hopefuLLi it Da BEst..noT da Worst..

ChiLL chiLL

2004-04-12T09:32:00.000+08:00

arrggghHHh!

2004-04-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

fErSt ClimB

ClimbaSia was my ferSt stop..haa Was TerE with WhtYE,ChetY,aSad, KammY(newUrbanGuy), Ahmat yaT, JooOP and PaKcik NaziB. ClimbAsia stiLL da saME..juS as coSy as BeFOre. Long time neBa cLimb and Blister Starts cominG bacK...got 5 aLL together, 3 on my fingEr and 2 on my toes..POweR! But theY hurt Like HeLL if came contaCt wit Water..oucH! OveraLL the Climb aT climBasiA was okOk la..if i Haf not gotta the BLister i tink i WoulD haF donE morE routeS..

NExt Pump rooM..hopeFuLLi it opEns BeforE i Go BacK to PA

cHiLL cHILL

2004-04-10T22:59:00.000+08:00

i founD out it Easy to Express oneseLf thrU sonG..
sometimeS the LyricS of a SOng can Be reLAted to u..it explaineD waD u reaLLi think and ExpreSS waD u FeeLing now..hMmm
rite NOw i so ConFuse..reaLLi donO wat do noW..whY She aLways on my minD..
wish i KneW waD u tinKin GaL..
haizzZ

cHiLL chiLL

2004-04-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

HOmE sWEeT homE

At LaSt i Back HomE..YEyeYe
miSS my ComforTabLe bEd!haa WiLL be homE Fer Two wEeks theN BacK to PoLice Academy Fer my BaSic traiNing CourSe. i wiLL be veri BusY durinG thosE perioDs. my WeekEnds wILL be burned and Body wiLL be TireD cuz of all da MarchinG. So NOw i Got to Enjoy MyseLf aLot FersT..hELL YEah!!haa

ChiLL cHiLL

2004-04-04T19:39:00.000+08:00

[CHORUS]
It's been too long and I'm lost without u
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
(Said I need you)
Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

[VERSE 1]
Off to college
Yes you went away
Straight from high school
You up and left me
We were close friends
Also lovers
Did everything
For one another
Now ur gone and I'm lost without you here now
But I know I gotta live and make it somehow
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (Callin')
Hear me...callin' (For you)
For you...'Cuz it's

[CHORUS]
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

[VERSE 2]
Now I'm sittin' here
Thinkin' 'bout you
And the days we used to share
It's drivin' me crazy
I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin' if you still care
I don't wanna let you know
That it's killin' me
I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby
Come back...to me
Can you...hear me (Callin')
Hear me...callin' (For you)
For you...'Cuz it's

[CHORUS 2x]
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

[BRIDGE]
I...can't...breathe...no...more
Since you went away I
Don't really feel like talkin'
Don't wanna hear you don't love me
Baby do you understand me
I can't do a thing without you

[CHORUS 3x]
It's been too long and I'm lost without you
(Tell me what I'm gonna do)
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you, wantin' you
Wonderin' if ur the same and who's been with you
Is ur heart still mine
I wanna cry sometimes
I miss you

JUs miSS ya aLot........

ChiLL cHiLL

2004-04-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

It waS CLosE

mY squaD and Da 115 intake supposE to be involve in Da NPcc daY buT it was cancELL..fuoooh! We haF to form The NumbEr 4 and 5 which indicated the number oF yrs nPcc is EstabliSh anD by doinG dat it wiLL buRned ouR weeKend breaK as we supposE to rePort baCk to PA. i waS glad daT it NEba happen..caN reSt liaO~
Actulli i do hAte da nPcc wheN i in SEcondarY sChoOL. NCC is muCh bEta. aLso hopinG to GO to thE aRmy buT theN da decisiOn is NOt in MY hands. iroNicaLLy i Was sEnt to Be a PoLicemaN..upGRade VErsiOn of NPcc
haha..wat a Palce to bE in..haa
BUt NCC is StiLL da BEst aH!

HOpiefulli i Pass My iPPt on monDAy..wiSh me luCK!

cHiLL chiLL

2004-03-28T08:23:00.000+08:00

MY GirL

Jeab was an effeminate child who always played with Noi-Na when they were small because their houses were close together and there weren’t many other kids around. Adolescence changed Jeab’s immediate social group and he started hanging around with other boys, and even agreed to torment the other girls -- including Noi-Na -- at his friends’ behest. Noi-Na was understandably upset and angry and her family moved to another province a week later. Jeab didn’t see her after that, but then one day he received an invitation to Noi-Na’s wedding. He wants to attend her special day, of course, but how can he live down the shame of his earlier, irresponsible actions?

it a storY abT a boY and his fersT loVe...
It Was a FunniE movie and touching pLus Sad at the EnD
shlD watCh!!

anYway Woke up earLy today cuz i Dreamt abt her agaiN..it a verI bAd dreaM. but tere smthg haPeen and guess wE wont be toking to eacH otheR much noW. hmm..wondering iF shE doinG weLL? laSt i Heard sHe sicK but Now i donnO..

cHiLL chILL

2004-03-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

FeRst BOOKOUT!!

HAaaaaaaHAAaaa!
eLo eLo PeePs
YeSsH..10 DAys juS pass and im ouT of PA. its Like a PrisOn teRe. thE onli DifferENce iS daT u was paid to GO thERe..haa
heRe da LowdoWn:
my schedule feR each day were the saMe
physIcaL traininG, BreakFast, Physical TraininG, sLacK, LuncH, slaCk, FooTDriLLs, DinnEr, Water parade, sLeeP..
da pilloW was HarD like my BeD in Krabi...like kaYU!!
the FooDs arE edible..greaT for ChicKen Lovers!
da PeePs tere ARe verY noisY..Great company to haF and tOk too
EacH Every onE is diFF..GOt theiR owN sTyLE and charactER
PowER...likE da COmpany tERE!
and me goin NDP
If i PAss my ippT, another HeLL comIng Soon..no wKendS fer Me wheN da NDP traininG startS...aiZzz
haha

OverALL 5 OOOOO!
SyooooooooooooooK!haa

NOw Wanting to GO ouT!..Got to See da wHoLe tampineS!
miSS climbinG too!
anyWay thanks for da taGs!

cHiLL chiLL ppLe

2004-03-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

10 dayS but it seem LongEr As da tiMe pass slowLY every nitE as i was lyinG dowN on the beD my Mind wonDEred around recalling da daYs in uR liFe dat maKes me Hapie and saD there are somE dayS in Life dat i wanE cHangE and somE dayS dat i wane it to happen again but terE nothinG i can Do Every morning iS a BRand new daY jusSmile and live my liFe aS it is noW got to think aheaD wat i gona be wad i gona do next when da big day whu da big day...
as i can see now i gOt not much worys in my life so i should be greaTfuL and conSidEr my Life Lucky

hmm..lucky

ChiLL chiLL

2004-03-15T11:00:00.000+08:00

LAstly to da AzmiSss..
pade aKu eh..shE stiLL laGi LaWa!!!!!!!!!!

MUhAHaHAHahaahaahahaha!
poWER!
BYe peePs

ChiLL chiLL

2004-03-15T10:44:00.000+08:00

LAsT DAy..

yoOYoyOY..wazzup ppLe!!
goiN to thE poliCe acedemY tomoRo..i been waitinG feR tiS 3 montHs aGo.. hEaRd daT teRe wiLL be tortures, lots of RunninG anD haLf lefT doWn..
Tink i'm prepaRed feR it oraDy..haa

WeLL tomoRo oSo anotheR chapteR of my LyFe wiLL begin..AfteR studYin foR 20 yrS it timE to SerVE da natioN..thiS is Wad peopLe saY boyS wiLL becomE meN!..thoSe kinDs of CraPssS!
hmm...i noE i wIll miss ...
My Famli
my Bed
-my pillow
mY CompuTEr
-Msn
-blog
da pooL tabLe
TP
-Da rockWaLL
-da food aT desigN
Da wOnderFuL pumP room
-da friendly PeoPle whu GivE us da key
aLL thosE pEEpS
-My siS
-one gaL
-yG laiN and thoSE nt laiN
-especiallY thosE TPcLimBER
thankS feR aLL thoSE saD, haPie, FuN, bluR, quiET momEntS..
thankS feR everthinG..all thoSe memorieS wiLL not be forgotten..
continuE climbinG and maKE tP prouD
wILL mISS u aLL!!
haA..

ChiLL chiLL

2004-03-15T10:03:00.000+08:00

yEsTerdaY i chiLL arD wit lotSa ppLe
ferST wit FirB,kamy,cheE,jooPs,Mad aT kFc
MeeT Dzul,boB,beAR outsiDe hangtEn
then camE alonG WhiYe,black,xiu,wEnbin,firFi at starbucks
accidentally knock into Lynn, yana aT S11
and end my day wit aLi,khaliD,hafiz and khairuL
wondeRful DAY!

as fer my WisHlist..some of thinGs weRe nvr completeD..haiZz
But toDay goin to haF my LASt cLimb aT scH..YyeYee

hmm..
SleeP latE yesTERday buT wake up eaRLy today.. canT haf a Gd sleEp..toSS and turN alot..beeN tinkinG abT stuFFs~
alSo hearD daT shE sicK toDay..juS take CAre of urSElf
WeLL it nVr meaNt tO be..

ChiLL chiLL

2004-03-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

boulDEractiVe!

juS camE bacK wIth FirFi anD chEe..iT floodinG neaR macperSon..FerST time i saW sey..da peoPle haf to StanD up da Seat at da bus stoP to avoiD da WateR..pitY theM..but IT kinDa kweL tho..HAa~
weLL diD go to ToA payoH to SuppoRt da FeLLow climbERs. PowER! MosT oF da TP climbERs join NOvicE..teRE were threE generatiOns..SeniorS, juniorS and freshieS..so wholeSOme..awW~ PanTaTs ah..haa
da Routes fer da NOvicE MEns aRe duraBLE, kinDa easy to mE..i tinK iF i joiN mayB i cAn finiSh thRee routeS..but i NEva jOin!

laTer mayB goin to Da moVIe..mayB ah
ok

ChiLL chiLL

2004-03-13T03:15:00.000+08:00

"when emotion defeats logic, you stand to lose so much.."

goT to know tiS quote From watChin a inDOnesiAn movie 'Ade aPE DgaN CinTa'. tHe shoW is revolveS aRd tiS gAL name Cinta and hEr groUp of FrenS. Tey toucheS issUe aBt loVe, FriendShip anD Literature. da LoVe BetwEEn Cintaand RanGGa poWEr seY..like Mine WIt hMmm..(cant tinK of aNYboDy..Haa~) OveraLL fuN shoW to wATch da shoW..haa~

2004-03-13T03:04:00.000+08:00

BorinG!!

hmm..toDay is Jus a BorinG daY for Me..SeeN nutHing, SaW NuthinG gD, See NuTHinG speCiaL..buT
weLL diD toT of soMEone THo..Dat gaL ah~

aNyWay WannE To tHankS thoSe whu Tag..THankS aLot pEEpS..U da BEsT!!:P
aLsO gD LucK to aLL da CLimbErs whus cLimbinG in BouLderactiVe toMoroOo..gD LucK Lucks~

ChiLL chiLL

2004-03-11T01:33:00.000+08:00

Do PPLe AlwayS tiNk aLot?..
i dO..moStLY aBt thingS dat aRE unCertaIN..
i woulD aLwayS creaTe NEgatiVE scenarios, storY, plOTs,...illusiOns in my hEad dat wiLL make me FeeL worrieD, uneasy, upset,...insecure

WeLL smthG doeS makE me feeL tiS waY now..

2004-03-11T01:15:00.000+08:00

aNother tiRinG day TomoRO

haa..its 0120 now and mE goT to reepoRt aT 7aM tomoRo foR da CLimBing cliniC..hopefuLLi i didnT waKe up laTe liKe juS now~

mY baCk is achinG..leGs aRe so sTiFF and boDy feeL so weAk.. we GOt to bElaY for 100 nanYAnG gALs frOm 8Am tiLL 6pm..my BOdy daMn Tired froM da sTandinG..juS hoPing tomoRo wiLL be sLightly Less tiRinG..haIzZ

chiLL cHiLL~

2004-03-10T02:24:00.000+08:00

BLog!

my BloG is nearLy done..wanteD to finish thiS beFore i serVe my Nation..
juSt waNe do some touCh out heRe and teRe, theN its doNe..haa~
AnD tO jooP, ChetY, shaMY anD xIu feR heLping me wiTh da BloG..
thaNkS aLoT!
reaLLi appreciaTe it!!

hMm..thIs is One of mY tHingS dat i wantEd to DO..kinDA in my WisH LisT beFore i gO Ns.. Hhaa..it feeLs likE i goin to a DiFFerent timE sooN and tEre's not enOugh timE to dO EverythinG...actuaLLi teRe a feW moRe thingS Dat unDOne...hopeFuLLi i maNagE to dO aLL thosE..

ChiLL chiLL~

2004-03-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

7 moRe DAys..

hmm..my days aRe numbered
Its the inevitable fate of every able-bodied Singaporean male to fulfill his duty to serve his nation. mY biG bro Haf been there and done that.

so noW its my tuRn..
me doNo hoW it gonnA be liKe. my Big Bro JoinEd Da ArmY whiLe i BeeN ToLd to repoRt at PoLice AcademY to Become a neighBOurHood poliCeman..
hEard TeY sAy lyFe muCh easiEr teRe..YeYe! so crookS and FutuRe CroOkS out teRE beTa waTch ouT! cuZ daLe CominG to toWn..haa~

chiLL chiLL

2004-03-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

TesTinG

eLo..daLe got a BloG!!..haha
juS wantinG to C wad bloG all aBt..
beeN trying to maKe tis blog looK nicE..stiLL got aLot to learN tho..haa~

cHiLL chILL~

2004-02-18T02:47:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo wad up

2004-02-16T16:24:00.000+08:00

elo